Ana or Mia or Edna, it is your turn to rot in hell.

I will fight you and destroy you until nothing is left of you, before you kill me.

You are the one who deserves to starve and fast and faint and hate herself, not me, not anymore.

You are nothing. You are a parasite. You live by people’s insecurities. What you do is, that you are a shapeshifter of insecurity. And then when you have enough strength, you break through and make them kill themselves. That is what you do. You are not a friend. You never cared for any of us. You will call us fat and ugly and worthless all over again. 

You are nothing but a murderer. You are nothing but a mental disease. You are nothing but cruel, sick and the worst person to ever exist. And I abhor you. I hate you. I hate everything you are. You ruined me, and I will never forgive you.

This time, you will be put through hardships. You will faint. You will hate yourself. You will lose your mind. You will be shivering all day long. I will be whispering in your ear, telling you how ‘fat’ and ‘worthless’ and ‘ugly’ you are, I am going to tell you that everything will be better if you just skip dinner, I will tell you you do not even deserve to live, let alone eat. I will knock you down and twist that beautiful little body of yours and make you hurt and hurt until you scream in pure agony, I will not stop until you cry, cannot breathe, are desperate and see only one way to escape: death. 

You made me lose everything: my mind, my body, my innocence, my heart, the brain cells I starved away, my friends, my parents, people’s trust, my thoughts, my good grades, my study, my passion for reading, my concentration, intimacy with future boyfriends, my brain… 

And I promise you you will experience the same. Think you can escape? Think twice, neither could I. I will torture you and hurt you and make you want to kill yourself in order to save myself. 

It is your time to suffer, just like you made me.